tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2009-11-14:/this is where my heart expresses its feelingsMokoFeed2009-11-14T21:49:15+01:00tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2009-09-21:/2009/09/21/bakit-ang-hirap-mghanap-ng-trabaho-7012167/freedomwall20002009-09-21T19:25:09+02:002009-09-21T19:25:09+02:00 <p>halos apat n buwan na rin ng gumradweyt aq. halos lahat n ata ng kumpanya maliit man o malaki eh naaplayn ko na. tpos hanggang ngayon wal pa rin ako trabaho. nkakakdry na ng faith at ng utak. puro tv n lng ang kharap ko sa buong mgdamag. tpos hanggang initial interview lng nmn ako. kung dumting man sa final swertihan pa. sana sa pag aanak ko sa binyag eh swertihin nko n mgkatrabho. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2009/09/21/bakit-ang-hirap-mghanap-ng-trabaho-7012167/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2009-09-12:/2009/09/12/auko-6949700/freedomwall20002009-09-12T19:12:17+02:002009-09-12T19:12:17+02:00 <p>auko ng ganito... parang npaka casual n lng ng realsyon nmin... parang di n special. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2009/09/12/auko-6949700/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2009-07-10:/2009/07/10/why-did-you-changed-6486519/freedomwall20002009-07-10T19:42:01+02:002009-07-10T19:42:01+02:00 <p>As i lay here on bed being attacked by my insomia and headache, still i just cant figure out the changes that you have now become. Baby you havent now giving me messages. Seems like you dont care anymore. I didnt feel love in our relationship now just d way we did for our first five months. Its now more of a lust.</p> <p>I dont wanna think that you've taken me for granted. But thats what you let me feel. I told you that i can stick up with you if ynu take care of me, but now you dont. I havent thought that you would change this fast. </p> <p>Are we gonna give up? </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2009/07/10/why-did-you-changed-6486519/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2009-07-09:/2009/07/09/wish-6479352/freedomwall20002009-07-09T16:13:57+02:002009-07-09T16:13:57+02:00 <p>Just felt sudden loneliness inside me. Felt like im not statisfied with my current relationship. Lack of time. If ever we have time it is not a quality one. He’s tired and not in the mood for a happy go out. Wish he was the same as chubs. </p> <p>I don’t love chubs. But I wish he is irish</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2009/07/09/wish-6479352/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2009-01-30:/2009/01/30/missing-you-5473083/freedomwall20002009-01-30T05:36:11+01:002009-01-30T05:36:11+01:00 <p>i miss you... your kiss that fill the sadness of my soul.. that lingers on my skin that sucks every bit of my flesh... </p> <p>i long for your tender licks on my neck... the sweet sensation i feel when were together... having that very wild kiss </p> <p>your tounge and mine together meeting and twisting..</p> <p>that tingling sensation, that stimulation, it fills my body, i want to have the wholeness of you...</p> <p>i want to feel that again... </p> <p>i dreamt of us together on bed...</p> <p>making love in an extrvagant way... </p> <p>from dusk till dawn, we suck we lick we kiss and we enter the climax of it... </p> <p>wow sad that i may not be able to do that again...</p> <p>i guess for now we have to control. to take charge of our erotica. because im looking forwrd for a much better person that i will become ... </p> <p>iloveyou with all my life...<br> iloveypu with all of me... </p> <p>what you see is yours... only for you.... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2009/01/30/missing-you-5473083/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2009-01-26:/2009/01/26/brekaing-apart-5448061/freedomwall20002009-01-26T05:59:43+01:002009-01-26T05:59:43+01:00 <p> makikipag break or cool off nko di dahil di ko sya mahal kundi dahil mahal ko siya</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2009/01/26/brekaing-apart-5448061/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2009-01-26:/2009/01/26/di-na-tulad-ng-dati-date-dec-29-5448056/freedomwall20002009-01-26T05:55:00+01:002009-01-26T05:55:00+01:00 <p>D kna k2lad nung dati, d kna ung irish n nkilala q, ngsusungt k pg mgkasma tau tpos d mu gs2 ung png uusapn,<br> Wla n ung mhhgpt mung akap...<br> D nko nkakarcve ng mdami mung txt n hlos msg mu ang pumupuno ng inbox k, ayaw mu ung mga ksma q kya iniiwsn q n dn cla kht gs2 k clng mka usap, duwag ka! D k man ln gmwa ng e4t para mgng maaus k s pmilya q,<br> Ngaun ng iicp bko kng dpt k p rn skn, o dpt bko sau...</p> <p>D n ikw ung taong minahal ko...</p> <p>nag msg c jerbie n bmlìk n cia s dting cia, bgla ko ln naalala, anu bko nung d p kme ni irish, ok nman aq nun, d k2lad ngaun n umiiyak aq s knya, s 1 duwag n lalakng k2lad nia, iniicp q 2loy kn mkpgbreak kya q s knya? Sa dnami dami ng lalake s mundo cia nga b tlaga ang lalake para skn? Pati Diyos 2loy tnatanung q na, pero pg nkpgbreak aq s knya wla nang blikan, dhl pareho kmi ni gil ng pniniwla n ang bsura pg tnapon n d n pwdng irecycle. Mxado nkong nsasaktan,<br> kgbi nanagnip aq n my ksma qng ibng lalake,</p> <p>Do you treat me right? You only kiss me, hug me nd lick me just to please me but the feeling of love lessen just it was be4, u dont love me, u just like me. U cant stand 4 wat you feel. Cnu kya stn ang ikinahihiya aq, alm mu ngaun ln aq umiyak ng gn2 ng dhl sa lalake, ang ybng mu para sbhn na ur a perfect man pero d mu kyang mgpakalalake pra s babaeng mahal mu. Duwag ka! Bkt aq lage ang dpt mgparamdam sau n mahal kita? Npapagod nko na mahalin ka! D n ikw ung dati qng minahal q. 2lad k dn pla ng iba.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2009/01/26/di-na-tulad-ng-dati-date-dec-29-5448056/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2008-08-30:/2008/08/30/damn-shit-middle-child-4658889/freedomwall20002008-08-30T19:09:24+02:002008-08-30T19:09:24+02:00 <p>im getting tired. tired of all the waiting and patiently understanting things tha is going my way. im a self conffesed middle child syndrome patient. could someone out there tell me how to cure or diagnosed this stuff?</p> <p>I just want to be recognized on da things that i do... they want me in this family but they don't care bout me when im hir. im just a nobody for them. ive tried to made a spot to them but rather the limelight for me wasnt even there. </p> <p>my parents were both busy makin money for our family but den dey do compare us based on our intellects, physical appearance and mostly our attitudes. living in this complicated life make it more misserable coz of my witch siblings! by da way were all girls. dats why my parents have a easy time comparing us. sey just didnt know wat im going through. but i know dey wouldnt coz i will not let them. i want to have my freedom. it sucks when dey want me to stay in the house for the whole day without doin anything and talking nothing but t.v programs. outside i enjoy chatting with peers and doin much more sensible dan stying in the house. of course dey do notice me. </p> <p>wat i just cant accept is that my younger sister who i loved the most got angst with me. she even disrespect me. how bitchy my sister is! she come from the ancient century that doesnt know wat enjoy means. poor girl. i am also dis appointed beacuse i raised her up more dan my mother did to me. well she didnt raise me. she just fed me. </p> <p>oh well then bye! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2008/08/30/damn-shit-middle-child-4658889/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2008-07-05:/2008/07/05/say-it-again-that-you-love-me-4407999/freedomwall20002008-07-05T19:19:08+02:002008-07-05T19:19:08+02:00 <p><em>what a very wonderfull feeling to be inlove...to let that person always beside you, holding your hand, hugging you and most of all kissing you...</p> <p></em></p> <p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2008/07/05/say-it-again-that-you-love-me-4407999/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2008-03-29:/2008/03/29/hai-pag-ibig-nga-nmn-3963411/freedomwall20002008-03-29T18:43:23+01:002008-03-29T18:43:23+01:00 <p>garbe after ilang hours mg kachat na nmn kami ng mhal ko... pagkatpos ng isang mainit na araw... na nakakainit din ng dugo... mantakin mo ba nmn na daut dautin ang chapter 2 ng tisis nmen? Gosh... bwisit tlaga ung bading na yun... kaya ngangaragin ko to bukas... sa ngaun kacahat ko mahal ko.. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2008/03/29/hai-pag-ibig-nga-nmn-3963411/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2008-03-28:/2008/03/28/whew-3955046/freedomwall20002008-03-28T05:39:14+01:002008-03-28T05:39:14+01:00 <p>hai... nag oonline ajo ngaun... jeje obvious ba? masaya ko ngaun... kasi ok n ang lahat... alam n nila sa bahay... tpos msaya n din kami... hai... mdami tau ngaun dito comp shop mya na lng ulit<br> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2008/03/28/whew-3955046/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2008-03-25:/2008/03/25/may-ngmamahal-3937187/freedomwall20002008-03-25T12:15:10+01:002008-03-25T12:15:10+01:00<p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2008/03/25/may-ngmamahal-3937187/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2008-02-02:/2008/02/02/its_my_birthday~3667721/freedomwall20002008-02-02T09:12:46+01:002008-02-02T09:12:46+01:00 <p>im not sure if i will be happy for this day or not. caz i had a fued with abie and but today im chating with my best friend in hawai... </p> <p>well its my choice if i would be fine but as of now im ok kahit di na nia ko batiin ng happy birthday... communicating with her is enough gift na. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2008/02/02/its_my_birthday~3667721/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2007-12-20:/2007/12/20/auko_ng_pasko~3468490/freedomwall20002007-12-20T06:50:50+01:002007-12-20T06:50:50+01:00<p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2007/12/20/auko_ng_pasko~3468490/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2007-12-11:/2007/12/11/hai_magpapasko_na~3428824/freedomwall20002007-12-11T18:17:23+01:002007-12-11T18:17:23+01:00 <p>di ko alam kung ano filing, magpapasko na naman, syempre masaya sa umpisa... tapos pag bakasyon na ewan ko na... para namang di nako nasanay, lagi nmn eh, malungkot ang pasko dito sa bahay kasi lahat abala sa pagtitinda pwera lang sa kin. ewn ko ba kung bakit wala akong talent dun. </p> <p>siguro talagang sa ibang ato ang tadhana ko at di sa srili kong pamilya... </p> <p>masay pagdating ng christmas parties na nagkalat sa magkabilang dako pero pagkatapos nun wala na... kkainin na nmn ako ng sarili kong anay na umuupos sa kasiyahan ko na kunhay nagpapakita na maligaya ang isang tuladko...</p> <p>baliw ako kasi wala namang taong matino </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2007/12/11/hai_magpapasko_na~3428824/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:kerine.blog.co.uk,2007-09-16:/2007/09/16/a_life_is_at_risk~2988956/freedomwall20002007-09-16T16:13:54+02:002007-09-16T16:13:54+02:00 <p>isang buhay... isang buhay n nmn ang nwala... ang buhay na ito ay kay otie...</p> <p>sya ung kapitbahay nmn na my down syndrome, kahit ganun sya masay nmn sya kasi malambing sya, matakaw tska mataba, un nga lng di sya nkkpagsalita, nkakapaghilot p nga sya tapos nkkpagtupi dn sya ng damit... kahit n ganun sya natutuwa aq sakanya kasi kakaiba sya... nung nandito pa sya naalala ko nung dinikitan nya ng flytrap ung buhok ko, kasama dun pati ung mga lamok, tapos nung tinatanaw ko sya sa bintana n mlapit sa bahay nmin. nangungupahan kasi kami sakanila, aun minsan galit sya, minsan nmn parang naiiyak. pag tinitignan ko ung mata nya parang ang kungkot lungkot nya, lalu n pg pnagalitan sya. alala ko rin nun ng nkalabas sya ng bahay tapos sumakay sya ng trycycle nakarating pa sya dun sa may baesa.<br> nasasaktan ako pg cnsabi ng mama ko na abnormal sya, kasi kahit n ganun sya alam ko n di dapat ganun ang trato sa mga special child kasi special nga sila. kanina nung papunta kami sa capitol para dalawin sya sabi ng mama ko patay n daw sya. nung nkita ko sya alm ko n buhay pa sya, di kami ganun ka close ni otie, pero masakit din pala tlaga mamatayan. auko pa sbhin n patay n nga sya kasi alm ko n kahit nkarepirator sya eh my hearthbeat pa sya. at dahil dun buhay pa sya. ang sakit nga lng kasi sabi ng mama ko at mga kapitd ko, "anu kba patay na sya" papasakay kmi sa elevator nun tapos naisip ko pag ako kaya nsa ganung kondisyon sasabhin din nila n patay nko? auko nun, gusto ko hanggat mu hininga pa ko lalaban at lalaban ako para mabuhay. bakit sila ganun, alm ko n pwedeng di n mgtagal si otie pero mahal nya ung mga tao kahit di nya alm mga cnsbi nila sa kanya. npaka inocente nia. pero buti n nga rin cguro un at least di n sya mg hihirap. alam ko na ito ang purpose ng araw na to kaya di ako nkapunta ng sector con sa st paul. para ipaalala sa kin ng Dyos ang tunay n halaga ng buhay. ang mahalin ang mga tao sa kabila ng lahat at gawing mas kapakipakinabang ang bawta araw ng buhay . un nga lng hirap p din aq mgmahal. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://kerine.blog.co.uk/2007/09/16/a_life_is_at_risk~2988956/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>