im getting tired. tired of all the waiting and patiently understanting things tha is going my way. im a self conffesed middle child syndrome patient. could someone out there tell me how to cure or diagnosed this stuff?
I just want to be recognized on da things that i do... they want me in this family but they don't care bout me when im hir. im just a nobody for them. ive tried to made a spot to them but rather the limelight for me wasnt even there.
my parents were both busy makin money for our family but den dey do compare us based on our intellects, physical appearance and mostly our attitudes. living in this complicated life make it more misserable coz of my witch siblings! by da way were all girls. dats why my parents have a easy time comparing us. sey just didnt know wat im going through. but i know dey wouldnt coz i will not let them. i want to have my freedom. it sucks when dey want me to stay in the house for the whole day without doin anything and talking nothing but t.v programs. outside i enjoy chatting with peers and doin much more sensible dan stying in the house. of course dey do notice me.
wat i just cant accept is that my younger sister who i loved the most got angst with me. she even disrespect me. how bitchy my sister is! she come from the ancient century that doesnt know wat enjoy means. poor girl. i am also dis appointed beacuse i raised her up more dan my mother did to me. well she didnt raise me. she just fed me.
oh well then bye!